i have so much to say.

i’ve been running a lot lately.  i mean a lot in the sense that I am doing it twice a day the way drug addicts replace behaviors with other healthy behaviors in order to help get better but, nevertheless, i am not a drug addict.  and i am not sure which behavior i am replacing. but it feels good.  i feel like an 8 yr old again.  free and alive.  and the faster and longer i run, the more i feel like i might actually be alive.

i’m thinking about him again.  and i am angry with myself about it.  my mind is running a circle around my heart and yet i can’t stop feeling this way. 

i have so much more to say.

1 year ago
  1. phoenixnash posted this