ohlalala
that title above should be read more like ewwwwlala but i want to spell it like that instead so.
yesterday i felt freaked out because it wasnt a good feeling day but it was an odd numbered day. see this is a problem for me because i trust odd numbers and i feel very safe with them since childhood. so on odd numbered days i expect to feel good unless sometime bad happens. when nothing does and i still dont feel good…well, i feel perplexed. i know that this is not normal—let’s just go with it though.
oh yeah, back to the ewwlala…why heeeeeeeeeeeeeelo mr. internet. how ya doingggg? since, i have been moving like a crazy gypsy and in general living like a homeless person in a shack in the wildness (what my dad called camping for the summer) i have not had internet for lets just say long enough to not want to admit. i feel excited in the dorkiest way to surf the internet and waste time.
hmmmm, what to say what to say.
too much to say to cover everything.
for one, i hope i never lose my muchness.
and there was a drive by shooting in one of the neighborhoods by the school i teach at that some first graders witnessed last week. my heart breaks for them. i am a dreamer. i am an idealist. and i still believe that we are all trying to do what we can. i want to do more. to try harder.
