no, no, no, no beats for you

the beats are drumming, through my ears, through my blood

into my soul

these are your beats

of course they are

funny how you share them so willingly with me

freely, as i feel your love beating into me

[drumming on my skin

through my brain, into my memory

the smell of you

and my fingertips lightly touch your face

fluttering like the soft kisses i intend them to be]

i know had i worked for these beats,

i would be shouting them back at you

VIOLENTLY

because i can

because i am free

but they are my gift

                     from you

so i sit with my friendship, mySELF

as your gift from me

thank you for sharing

the BEATS

    of your heart